Wednesday, November 10, 2010
Friday, October 15, 2010
How can I describe the last week of my life? Even I am stumped to believe it and really blessed that I get to enjoy it.
India: I found a flight to Kolkata for $250 return for a week - so I hopped on baord the Kolkata Express and headed home.
Home: On my return I heard that my old volunteer house was being closed for renovations so I quickly headed over. I walked right in - nervously not knowing what to expect and the sisters were theatrically standing there looking straight at the entrance in deep thought. Within 3 seconds one bettled out "Brother David you got fat." It was like something out of a movie.
I did the traditional greeted and smiled.
I knew I was home.
It turned out that they were closed for voluteering but they still needed help the next day cleaning the house. I was the only forienger they offered it to - so it was nice to hangout with them for a couple days and help clean Kalighat. It's never been emptied since Mother Teresea took it over so we were all a little nostalgic and for an hr I just sat on the roof in awe. It was my job to run around Kalighat and just take everything down on the walls it took all day!
It was really weird to take down the project that Jenn and I worked on over 6 years ago and it was even weirder to go through some of the old files. It seems that over 50,000 people have used my charts to volunteer at Mother Teresa!
The city has changed alot and for the better. Malls, 3D movie theatres, boutique stores, highways and crazy concerts. I felt out of place as a volunteer.
I went to another place I used to volunteer only to find there was another team - and they were local - from India! It didn't make sense for me be there since some outstanding people grabbed the vision and are doing a good job to build capacity- it's just best to support them in other ways.
The entire trip felt nostalgic, like I was coming back home after graduation and knowing that is was time to say goodbye. It's an even better to place to visit but unless something else pops up I feel like I can be a good tourist there now.
I did one last visit to my fave book store - it's a just a huge room full of books, books and books! (it's the way how bookstores are meant to be) I spent hrs crawling/milling around, sipping chai and talking book shop with the owner. In less than a week I left with over 17 books
With only a week holiday the transition from slum to work was easier than I thought.
My boss thinks that I am more obessesed about dinosaurs than my Kindergarden Kids and she is right! For craft time we created stegasouraus and went around the room roaring at each other - it was really cute. It turned out to be cuter when they decided to wear them home.
My job is super busy but it really rocks - I love working and living in the field.
Then on Friday @ Artdeli we hosted Glee night! All the new epsiodes from Season 2. I turned full Gleek. The Cheesus could be the funniest moment in Glee ever?
Well that's a week and heck this even a real blog post.
Blessings from Cambodia!
P.S. Dear India,
Thank you for the pink eye and potential Gardia that is brewing in my stomach. I think I got it from eating to much, praying in awkward places and from loving the blessed street chai. All of this is much better than the Dengue and Malaria I picked up from you in the last trip.
Give me love to Gandhi, Buddha and Julia Roberts.
Sunday, August 22, 2010
And some folks here were also wondering how I can teach and also run a cafe.... well my entire day is alot of work but at the same time ALOT of fun. I enjoy everything I do a little bit tooo much and I get misty eyed just talking about my job.
So I decided to grab a camera for the day, say a thousand words and just have some fun taking pictures.
7:48am. I arrive to work totally soaked from the rain. Crap. I shouldn't have spend 10 mins ironing my trousers in the morning.
3pm: Walking my kids to meet there parents after school. Did I mention this is one of the best jobs I ever had?
Our school works with low income families - did I mention that this job just kicks ass?
5:30pm: After a long day at work back at the country home (according to Loven) - a rushed suitcase packed for the nite.
I head into the city 3 times a week to catch up with friends and for ArtDeli shennignans. Before I leave Doggywoggy (the dog on the right) and I have one more play time.
Goodnite and this time the bedbugs will NOT bite.
Wednesday, December 09, 2009
I hear the sounds of hope
And see angelic prayers
Uttered in sincere abandon
Yet somehow that faith has abandoned me
And I just can't find it again
If I could believe I would
If I could return to that safer place
In a moment I'd resign myself.
Instead I am condemned
A prisoner of my own 'truth'
To lick my wounds
That there's no hope for tomorrow
That today is all we have
Yet I'm okay with that
I can accept a dreamless sleep
After a life long spent
In heavy toil
It to me is a comfort
Knowing that this moment is so precious
And no one can take that away from me
Not God, not Death
And I chase him away
With love, with hope
And most of all,
Tuesday, December 01, 2009
Writing the new Top 5 for 2009 and it's strange to see how much my life has changed in the past year - it kinda shocked me. Wow I felt sooooo innocent. I can't wait to see what thoughts emerge this year.
SUNDAY, NOVEMBER 30, 2008
It's that season again. Can you believe that a year has past since my last top 5? At the request of friends I continually get emails > When are you coming home? And how come you don't share “real” stories about your trips? Well hopefully this rant will bridge some gaps in the past year.
On some other cool news I got offered a position to stay in Cambodia until May? My job is to guide a couple trips, do a little fundraising, and hopefully I get to read some stories to some kids [in Khmer!]. It’s a pretty cool job and I am really blessed to be a part of it. I miss Toronto and my friends terribly but this path is what I feel destined to do.
I am extremely nervous about sharing this Top 5 – more than the norm. This post has been sitting on my desktop for at least 3 months. My hands are shaking as I type this - so I hope you enjoy it as I bare part of my soul.
So let’s start the journey.
It's been a boring year for traveling: with no illegal border crossings, no avoiding army check points, no sneaking into UN refugee camps and I didn’t get robbed once [okay well that just happened a couple weeks ago] But it’s been a season of a deeper travels instead, this year I have had to wrestle closets demons and end seasons in my life. This season has shown me more about my personal life, dreams and of course living on an empty wallet [yeah that got stolen as well]. It’s all lead to a deeper peace about my calling in life.
So after 10 years of travel I realized that I am not eternal and that one day that bus will flip over, that plane will crash or some punk kid will get lucky and get more than my wallet.
Life is too short to dwell on those possibilities but I am peaceful regardless of any outcome.
1. Sue + Biking = Cambodia?
Last year's random meetup with Sue at a Queen West Art show in Toronto got me thinking about biking, especially after my adventures in Tibet. Sue’s a hardcore city biker and after a cup of coffee I was willing to face the fear of city biking.
I purchased Chuck Norris an electric bike similar to what I rented in Cambodia 2 years earlier. Unfortunately Chuck Norris was too ahead of his time for Toronto, but he did make ALOT of friends [once a cop stopped traffic to ask me what I was riding and then told off an angry driver to let me pass] Chuck had to be chucked due to constant repair but I was hooked-line-and-chain.
Soon after Jackie Chan entered my life, unfortunately 3 weeks later in repair he got sidekicked and lost more than a couple balls. During my escapades with the Chan, he whispered that I should apply for an internship with a biking NGO in Cambodia.
Next came Jet Li, he was a little too swift for the west side and while rockin out to the Go! Team - his skinny hipster tires fit right into a drain and I flipped over the handle bars. After a while in the x-ray dept, I knew that I fell in love with city biking.
Cambodia is the craziest/coolest place to city bike - your life hangs in the balance on every bike ride. One minute you are talking to the person next to you and the next second their [or your] ass is on the asphalt as they just got run over by a motorcycle… but then again you can do anything in the world you want to do on a Cambodian road as long as you do it slowly.
I heart it here and I bike a lot in the city.
2. I am way tooo young to feel and see this shit...
You are cool – I like you. You are also quite quick. You created the earth, my future wife and gummi bears in less than 6 days! You and Jack Bauer should chat sometime, I thought he had long days. So did you really rest on the seventh day or was there an eternal “plan” to show me the shit I witnessed in March?
I understand that 10 years ago you wanted me to work in a children’s home in the Carribean. You guided me through some intense relationships with them and I was blessed to watch them grow up from the cradle to the cricket pitch. Kinda like a Cain and Abel thing but without any annoying animal sacrifices.
Seven years later you decided that the path would change and you sent me to Momma T’s in Kolkata. Eternally grateful, that path rocked my world.
So I was quite excited to save up my pennies and make the return journey to see my kids. I was even hinting to you that I wanted to go back to the home and work.
I know you are the master of micro managing since you apparently had a hand in creating every blade of grass, so I knew that things would evolve in Trinidad – little did I know what evolution meant.
I didn’t expect more than half of my kids to be out of the system, a couple on the verge of a mental homeless breakdown, and one living on the street with HIV. You shocked me with your work on that one. Many will defend you to the death for this - including the one with HIV, but it’s obvious that he will soon visit you – especially since you don’t believe in condoms and sexual education.
Yes that’s harsh.
My view on development and you shifted completely, and for more than a month I found myself staring out the window thinking about your “will” and my kids. It drove me to the point of tears sometimes in the middle of a class presentation.
Why God? Why? Was it the fact that more than $100,000 was spent on each kid over 10 years? Was that too much? Did that make you angry? Was it the fact that I would spend every spare time working with those kids instead of reading Leviticus? You got me double thinking at one point – what if I stayed and didn’t follow your path to India? Is this my fault? Because I completely feel like it’s my fault. And 8 months later I am still wrestling the “choices” I made.
I don’t hate you – I just hate your hate.
Wait let… me better rephrase that… You are obviously a God of love and you have blessed me with a spoilt life. I just don’t understand this charity/development work that people do in your name. So it’s not your hate that I hate but your followers hate.
Ah! Christ [sorry for the pun about your son]
Well God please save me from your “followers” then and their endless devotion to religion, doctrine and old school ideoligies. Let them think about your children.
Your lifetime partner,
P.S. Thanks for Obama.
P.P.S Can you make the leafs win the stanely cup or is that one beyond your power :>
I know your not really a hater or a player. It’s moment like this that I know you struggle with development, this man made idea of “religion”, and life. After 10 years on the road, life moments like this will surely creep into your moral fiber. I know you feel alone and separated from rocks that were constant. Seriously - you should just chill out, go to a beach and grab a Guiness.
Your eternal lifetime partner,
P.S. Your faith is quite cool – other people should check it out.
P.S.S. The leafs will never win the stanely cup. I don’t have that sort of power, but I can check into it.
3. Posh Living | Loft Living | Couch Surfing | Dog | Artist
The life of a nomad is fun. I move a lot – every 4 months for the past 3 years? And every 9 months for the past 10 years. Life is definitely not boring, but this year I had some pretty cool living arrangements in the past 9 months.
On my return from Tibet last year I managed to rent a small space in my friends swanky apartment in Toronto. No one had kids, everyone owned posh dogs, and the building oozed of uber hottness. Every elevator ride was fun.
After that brief stint of HDtv - I moved to what is now the trendy/ghetto area of Toronto > Bloor and Lansdowne. I lived with a sculptor in this amazing bohmenian loft - no tv, massive ceilings, and a ground shaking soundsystem. The winters were full of loft drafts, feist, candles, tea and some damn fun chocolate fountain parties.
To save money for my future trips - several months later I couched crash with my old Canadian participant. She had two dogs who constantly sleep with me and I became a dog lover again, it was nice to finally “stay” in the Annex and live like my folks in the 70’s. At some point in your life if you are Torontotian you have either lived or were planning on Palmerston.
A Full-Time Couch Surfing Rules of Engagement:
- Always leave the place exactly the way you found it and occasionally “tip” their couch full of loose change.
- Always clean up and occasional clean more than your share including places that never ever get cleaned – which includes that back spot in the fridge.
- Let the house beat you occasionally at halo 3 – this is the key in letting them think that “book” smarts is way cooler than “bananas in pajamas”
- Occasionally pop by with cool food and mucho alcohol - stuff that your friends love.
- Most important rule! Love your friends and love their couch and they will love you in return.
Nomad life is pretty exhausting for me right now and for some reason I crave a little bit of stability for myself. It’s kinda weird because I have it down to the science in terms of logisitics of moving and can feel comfortable in almost every environment in minutes.
4. Because we are your friends:
At the traditional new year’s morning breakfast – we toasted the year of 2008 being the “year of friends” – well that toast didn’t disappoint. Soon after in Feb it was impossible for me not to open a magazine, watch tv or read my fave blog without seeing one of my friends on it.
Most of us at some point decided that we would work for more from than the 9-5. So we followed the dreams that few understood and it meant fewer pay. We knew that we were destined to live life a different way – must respect! So after years and years of toiling in the shadows our jobs now just kick ass.
My toast for 2009 is that I get to buy illegal bootleg copies of their work in Cambodia.
5. Kid + beach + math = 94 percent Mentoring Mondays:
For the past couple of years Monday nites have emerged into a regular routine. The pattern has emerged from the “24” nite to Monday nite cupcakes with LL to last year’s mentoring Mondays.
The mentoring chats this year, reminds me that the “kid” is no longer 15 and I am not 22 year. It’s scarry how fast they grow up.
We meet every monday nite which is major commitment for a commitment phobia man like myself and we shared out thoughts, I felt at several points that he was mentoring me… most times I walked away from the night thinking WHO is this amazing kid??
I stated several years ago to him that he has more potential in his pinky finger that I do in my whole body and well 7 years later it’s definitely true.
Several months later on a Monday we found ourselves on a beach in tobago with some friends - sharing our bday together and staring at one of my fave beaches in the world.
At one point he starts drawing math equations… I couldn’t help but smile - this pic is strange…
Go Kid Go!
About 3 1/2 weeks ago we had a chat about my role in Cambodia and that I didn’t think I was coming home anytime soon. It felt like the end of an era [but it really wasn’t]
I got really emotional and there was complete silence on the phone on both ends– what do you tell someone that knows everything about you - whom you have the utmost respect and trust that you aren’t coming back?
Well I hope you enjoyed this year's top 5. I will be posting #6 - #10 on my blog for anyone's amusement over the next week.
Peace and Blessings to you all.